My Jaw was aching quite a bit (surgery handling) and it was hard to sleep soundly... I did a total immersion at the mini Lagoon . And heard the jaw "cracking' ... healthy sounds of the muscles contracting . This method in cold water also relaxes the mind and makes you feel revitalized. I went for a short run on the beach , then changed into warm clothes.
Tower Hill is 20 minutes drive away from the Lagoon ,and is the site of a few volcanos. A kind of magical place, with some powerful vibes... a good place to have a psy-trance party with lasers etc...
At the lovely relaxed and wealthy town of Warnambool
An Ideal cold weather surfing bonnet.
3 above: The very quiet and volcanic mini lagoon of Killarney Beach. Below: the rich small town of Port Fairy.
2 Books of the esoteric aspect of life... one on the Golden Ratio (found from seashells to cyclones and Galaxies) The other on Aboriginal paintings - including some strange ones showing being with halos/ other lifeforms.
2020 A dramatic year... Wuhan global pandemic, Marxist mobs in the USA, Chinese communist party doing warlike attacks all over the globe, China having mass floods, earthquakes and One of their poorly built super dams about to brake (with mass anti-govmt riots if this occurs) in the lead up years: anti deep-state and elitism elections: Brexit, Trump elected, Bolsanaro elected in Brazil to end the mass corruption and Forced PC in Brazil. And Yellow vests in France staging angry demonstrations against the high taxation and bad govmt services (similar to the French revolution in 1789) Beyond politics... we are slowly moving into a less pure Materialistic age, into a more open , less dogmatic religious age (ie the age of Aquarius coming to real fruition). The age of Scorpio was useful for basics: Plenty of Food, Energy, Medical advances, the internet , space etc ... Pluto is in capricorn: 2008 - 2023 Last time this happened: 1762 -1777: American war of independence against, at the time in the New Land, a bullying English empire (over-taxation etc) , AndFrench Revolution)
"Take heart that Pluto in Capricorn is an ally, to reform all that's toxic and not authentic. In our lives, it's expressed in the choices we make -- to invest in what's destructive and to feed the fear, or to be part of creating a brighter world. ... Pluto transits take out the light at the end of the tunnel." "That's the good result of a Pluto transit; when Pluto impacts you throughout your astrological chart, you are going to radically revise the way you look at yourself and your lifestyle. If you are engaging in behavior that is self-defeating, you will realize that during the long transit you will experience under Pluto, and ultimately change that behavior, one way or another."
Now: Brexit against the EU elitist USSR type rule, Trump against the Deep State and the so-called elites (many Democrats, many Big Banks, MSM, many So-called Universities, parts of the CIA etc) . Also world rebellion (India, Philippines Indonesia, Japan , Australia , USA etc ) against the arrogant power hungry chinese communist party (mass over fishing in Africa, invasion of several islands north of the Phillipines, recent killing of 20 Indian soldiers in Ladakh, Wuhan virus spread due to silencing of chinese doctors in Nov 2019, mass cyberattack on Australia etc etc . Yellow vests in France, Bolsanaro in Brasil against the communists, many elections in Europe against the hard left.
The Fun to be had in a truly Libertarian/ Free venue...
(Click to play video). Above.. .school scene from the Sci-fi movie "serenity' ... the 13 yr old girl reacts to her teacher when she says "why doesnt everyone accept the wonderful empire ?' girl says:
We meddle. People don't like to be meddled with. We tell them what to do, what to think. Don't Run, don't Walk.
We're in their homes and in their heads and we haven't the right. We're meddlesome.”
mmm... does that remind me of the PC (Politically Correct movement) by any chance...
The New Messiahs a bunch of interesting and charismatic people:
Russel Brand...(UK)
(Supposed Socialist) and Mystic... but remarkably open to discussion (eg with Canadian professor Jordan Peterson and others) Teal Swan (USA)
above: One of her Videos that drives the PC mob crazy... ANd shows her as a true non-conformist. Click to look at it. ex-olympic level skier in Utah. victim as a young girl of a weird subsect of the mormons who engaged in child sacrifice in front of her... Who chose her because of her charisma. now recovered , helps treat PTSD in soldiers and gives many interesting mystical talks on youtube (relationships, vocations, mental issues, stress, etc etc).
Very attractive, and Intelligent. Akiane Kramarik (USA)
In Western BC, Canada at 18
In one of her many travels, Australia Zoo.
In Waikiki , and Pearl Harbour. July 2012.... same time I was there for operation RIMPAC 2012
Had several Out-of-body experiences , from 4 yrs old onwards. with strong visions that parallel hard-core NDEs (especially that of Eben Alexander, Harvard Neurosurgeon). Born from Poor, atheist parents. Started drawing then painting her experiences very young. Became famous after being on Oprah at 8 yrs old.
Poetry by Akiane Kramarik:
Reflections:
Not to allow anyone to the light
or to force someone to the light
is dictatorship!
So much time is spent on belief.
So little time is spent on love!
During a race
where everyone holds their own truth,
the finish line is a surprise.
The pride never leads,
never submits,
and never leaves.
Indifference
is a quarantined difference.
We cannot teach a flower
how to grow.
We can only learn from it.
Before pride waves a white flag,
it waves all other colors.
True passions
do not deprive love.
A message from a flower:
"Do not pick me.
I want to live."
No insensitive pursuit has a true purpose. Logic of impression
has no confidence
in confronting the opposites.
Pride creates its own time
to waste.
Consuming the dream,
but not sharing it,
the truth still withers.
Impatience is patient with arrogance
that hides presents in the wounds it inflicts.
According to your script,
everyone plays your life
until you cover the whole stage.
Dominations take over
misunderstandings.
How can we chase freedom,
if we are never allowed to run?
Prejudice is prideful.
Restless like a horizon
we weaken each other with strife.
Digging ditches
evaporates all absolutes.
Those that expose themselves
as knowing the truth,
lose the battle of innocence and humility
and eventually pull a trigger at the universe.
Wisdom chooses the unknown
to be its reason.
If you keep your love in a frame,
it will take you an eternity
to cool off from yourself.
Without truth we are without vows.
Without the vows we are without protection.
Purpose of life
is patience of loving existence
A thriving heart breaks
while being fixed.
Pride releases shallow apology –
not repentance.
Iron hearts get eventually pulled back
to the magnet soul.
We have countless laws that try forcing love
to change unbreakable promises.
Even though no one moves forward,
truth is perverted to bypass time.
Attending spotlight in a mask
one crinkles audience like paper.
It is never possible
for real self-centeredness to sacrifice.
The selfishness has high self-esteem,
but no self-control,
and it knows its worth
only through controlling others.
Most problems surface
because of tyranny.
Each time I balance myself,
there is someone ready to change me.
But to be allowed
to change on our own is to breathe.
Those things
that do not understand beauty
disconnect us from the truth.
Before you dim a lantern
spend the life as a moth.
Random stuff:
Located in Colorado Springs, the Garden of the Gods is a stunning expanse of unique geological formations. Its known human history goes back around 3,000 years, however, the indigenous Ute people claim their ancestors always lived there. Over the centuries, the spectacular landscape served as a Native American crossroads with numerous nomadic tribes gathering there in peace. According to local stories, the immense sandstone formations were considered sacred ground and that meant that even rival tribes laid down their weapons when entering the Garden of the Gods.
Angelic forces with Nature pass their help onto suffering and lost parts of Humanity.
After my 6 monthly CAT scan (after 3 small melanoma tumors removed in chin and leg in December 2019). I got a phone call saying The CAT scan showed I probably had a brain tumor... I was rapidly sent to get an MRI, and then 6 days later got surgery from Kate Drummond, one of Australia's top brain surgeons. I also got a Tarot reading... which was quite optimistic , and also saw the current situation (card of tower collapsing) .. . It was all pretty full-on, but being used to death in Chamonix Mountaineering always helps... also my knowledge of Life after death, from reading many NDE (Near Death experience) books and speaking to several random people who had them.
And reading David Bohm at 18 years old and many other top level physicists who see clearly that Quantum physics points to a very complex universe, with many dimensions, and an "alice in wonderland" reality that one can get glimpses of with deep meditation, or Psychelic drugs (DMT, magic mushrooms etc). Hence ... "Death is not the end"... its a mere transition to our true self, our true home... as many NDE experiencers have seen (Near Death Experience). The last guy I spoke to re NDEs was in the bed next to me on Dec 31... he was a part time musician, and had an out of body experience when in traffic and he had an Panic attack. He saw his subconscious telling his conscious self to calm down, then spoke to a spirit , and came back to his body with zero anxiety, and never had panic attacks again, like he used to have. I've spoken to several others, and also read compediums of NDEs from doctors working in Reanimation in Emergency care. Also remember talking to Nurses in Adelaide who were told NDE stories by patients who had flatlined. This time, I was again Hospitalized afer the surgery for 2 days at The Royal Melbourne Hospital. Good food (and a menu to choose from) and cheerful, switched on Nurses and doctors ... with the exception of my sore inflammed jaw, which was Determined as not being cancer after a scan, but they gave me no antibiotics, despite strong pain (only opoids for sleep) . This made me use my initiative and go to a GP in south Melbourne to get antibiotics... which helped. As well as cold water therapy (immersion in very cold water in lakes and ocean). Shows Hospitals are not always very holistic...
CAT scan top is November, Bottom is May
"Destiny is calling", from the Cartoon "Frozen"
Chilling out before the op. For a few days at a Lake near Halls gap. With cold water therapy to clear the mind and give vitality.
After the op, observation room.
The scar with staples. In my mouth, a stone I was given by a housemate. Said to help "ground" you. Very much appreciated.
I watched the amazing series "vikings" , for months. It would not surprise me if in one of my past lives , I was a viking warrior. Either male or female... as we incarnate as one or the other. Funny how her hairstyle is similar to my scar...
My Brain surgeon on the left...apparently I said to her after the op (while half drugged)... "you are a Viking lady"... (she liked it).
At the YHA
Below : The Amazing Roof Garden of Peter Mac Cancer Clinic
